"10 AM" (2016) - Written by: Jayson Johnson, Devindra Sooknanan / Directed: Lee Stokes
Starring: Kirsten Eileen Dwyer, Mike Grayson
Writer's Statement: "10 AM" was a pivotal project for me. It was the first time I had a small crew with real film production experience, a stark contrast to my two previous projects, which were made with zero experience. This film was also the first where I wrote a script, with the invaluable help of my cinematographer friend, Devindra Sooknanan.
Despite having thought up the concept and funding the film, I let imposter syndrome take over when it came time to direct. I doubted myself, convinced that someone else was more qualified to take the helm. So, I made the mistake of stepping aside and letting another person direct. Although they did an okay job, I was left disappointed—not just with the approach, but with myself. I had brought the film to the starting line but lacked the courage to see it through as the director.
This experience was a turning point. After "10 AM," I vowed never to hand off the directing role again when I knew deep down that I had the ability all along. This film taught me the importance of trusting myself and embracing the role I was meant to play.
Starring: Kirsten Eileen Dwyer, Mike Grayson
Writer's Statement: "10 AM" was a pivotal project for me. It was the first time I had a small crew with real film production experience, a stark contrast to my two previous projects, which were made with zero experience. This film was also the first where I wrote a script, with the invaluable help of my cinematographer friend, Devindra Sooknanan.
Despite having thought up the concept and funding the film, I let imposter syndrome take over when it came time to direct. I doubted myself, convinced that someone else was more qualified to take the helm. So, I made the mistake of stepping aside and letting another person direct. Although they did an okay job, I was left disappointed—not just with the approach, but with myself. I had brought the film to the starting line but lacked the courage to see it through as the director.
This experience was a turning point. After "10 AM," I vowed never to hand off the directing role again when I knew deep down that I had the ability all along. This film taught me the importance of trusting myself and embracing the role I was meant to play.